my holiday is 3 days away.
but i dont feel the enthusiasm of having holidays yet.
cause i have still 2 walls to cross till u get there.
the worse thing is, i seem to lack the energy to scale the wall.
i just wanna sit at the corner and gasp at how tall the wall is.
T.T im lacking the momentum to muggggggg.
not like i dont want to. i just cant get back the rhythmmm.
))))):
last 2 pprs liao. hooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwww?
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Order Made - by Radwimps
Kitto boku wa tazuneraretandarou
Umareru mae dokoka no dareka ni
Mirai to kako dochira ka hitotsu wo
Mireru you ni shite ageru karasa
Dochi ga ii? Dochi ga ii?
Soshite boku wa kako wo erandandayo
Tsuyoi hito yori, yasashii hito ni
Nareru you ni, naremasu you ni to
Omoi de tte nandaka wakaru you ni
Tsudukete dareka san wa boku ni iu
Ude mo, aishi mo, kuchi mo, mimi mo, me mo
Shinzou mo, oppai mo, hana no ana mo
Futatsudutsu tsukete ageru kara ne
Iidesho? Iidesho?
Dakedo boku wa onegai shitanda yo
Kuchi wa hitotsu dake de iindesu to
Boku ga hitori de kenkashinaiyou ni
hitori to dake kisu ga dekiru you ni
Wasuretai, demo wasurenai, konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai?
Sukoshi fukigen na kao no sono hito wa
Mata shikata naku hanashi hajimeta
Ichiban daiji na shinzou wa sa
Ryoumune ni tsukete ageru kara ne
Iidesho? Iidesho?
Matamata boku wa onegaishitanda
Osore irimasu ga kono boku ni wa
Migigawa no shinzou wa iri masen
Wagamama bakari itte sumimasen
Boku ni taisetsu na hito ga dekite
Sotto dakishimeru toki hajimete
Futatsu no kodou ga chanto mune no
Ryougawa de naru no gawa karu you ni
Hidari wa boku no de, migi no wa kimi no
Hidari wa kimi no de, migi wa boku no
Hitori ja doko ka kaketeru you ni
Hitori de nado ikiteikanai you ni
Wasuretai, demo wasurenai
Konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai?
Mune ga sawagashii, demo natsukashii
Konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai?
Souieba saigo ni mou hitotsu dake
Namida no opushon (option) wo tsukeyou ka
Nakutemo zenzen shishou wa naikedo
Ryoutou dakaratte tsukenai hito mo iru yo
Dousuru? Dousuru?
Soshite boku wa onegai shitandayo
Tsuyoi hito yori, yasashii hito ni
Nareru you ni, naremasu you ni to
Taisetsu tte nandaka wakaru you ni
Jaa, chinami ni namida no ajidake doomo
Kimi no suki na aji wo erandeyo
Suppaku shitari, shoppakushitari
Karaku shitari, amaku shitari
Doredemo suki nano wo erande yo
Dochi ga ii? Dochi ga ii?
Nozomi doori subete ga kanaerareteiru no desho
Dakara namida ni kureru sono kao chanto misete yo
Saa hokorashige ni misete yo
Hontou ni arigatougozaimashita
Iro iro otekazu wo kakemashita
Saigo ni hitotsu dake ii desu ka?
Dokkade oai shita koto arimasu ka?
Umareru mae dokoka no dareka ni
Mirai to kako dochira ka hitotsu wo
Mireru you ni shite ageru karasa
Dochi ga ii? Dochi ga ii?
Soshite boku wa kako wo erandandayo
Tsuyoi hito yori, yasashii hito ni
Nareru you ni, naremasu you ni to
Omoi de tte nandaka wakaru you ni
Tsudukete dareka san wa boku ni iu
Ude mo, aishi mo, kuchi mo, mimi mo, me mo
Shinzou mo, oppai mo, hana no ana mo
Futatsudutsu tsukete ageru kara ne
Iidesho? Iidesho?
Dakedo boku wa onegai shitanda yo
Kuchi wa hitotsu dake de iindesu to
Boku ga hitori de kenkashinaiyou ni
hitori to dake kisu ga dekiru you ni
Wasuretai, demo wasurenai, konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai?
Sukoshi fukigen na kao no sono hito wa
Mata shikata naku hanashi hajimeta
Ichiban daiji na shinzou wa sa
Ryoumune ni tsukete ageru kara ne
Iidesho? Iidesho?
Matamata boku wa onegaishitanda
Osore irimasu ga kono boku ni wa
Migigawa no shinzou wa iri masen
Wagamama bakari itte sumimasen
Boku ni taisetsu na hito ga dekite
Sotto dakishimeru toki hajimete
Futatsu no kodou ga chanto mune no
Ryougawa de naru no gawa karu you ni
Hidari wa boku no de, migi no wa kimi no
Hidari wa kimi no de, migi wa boku no
Hitori ja doko ka kaketeru you ni
Hitori de nado ikiteikanai you ni
Wasuretai, demo wasurenai
Konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai?
Mune ga sawagashii, demo natsukashii
Konna omoi wo nanto yobu no kai?
Souieba saigo ni mou hitotsu dake
Namida no opushon (option) wo tsukeyou ka
Nakutemo zenzen shishou wa naikedo
Ryoutou dakaratte tsukenai hito mo iru yo
Dousuru? Dousuru?
Soshite boku wa onegai shitandayo
Tsuyoi hito yori, yasashii hito ni
Nareru you ni, naremasu you ni to
Taisetsu tte nandaka wakaru you ni
Jaa, chinami ni namida no ajidake doomo
Kimi no suki na aji wo erandeyo
Suppaku shitari, shoppakushitari
Karaku shitari, amaku shitari
Doredemo suki nano wo erande yo
Dochi ga ii? Dochi ga ii?
Nozomi doori subete ga kanaerareteiru no desho
Dakara namida ni kureru sono kao chanto misete yo
Saa hokorashige ni misete yo
Hontou ni arigatougozaimashita
Iro iro otekazu wo kakemashita
Saigo ni hitotsu dake ii desu ka?
Dokkade oai shita koto arimasu ka?
English translation :
I think I must have been asked this once.
Before I was born, by someone, somewhere.
"Choose one: the past, or the future,
And I will allow you to see it.
Which will it be?
Which will it be?"
And I probably decided on the past.
So that, rather than just strong, I could become kind, become kind.
So that I could understand what memories are.
Next, that 'somebody' told me this.
"I'll give you arms and legs and mouths and ears and eyes,
Hearts and breasts and nostrils.
I'll give you two of each one.
Isn't that great?
Isn't that great?"
But then I made a request.
I said, I'd be fine with just one mouth.
So I wouldn't argue with myself;
So I could only kiss one person.
I want to forget.
But somehow, I can't.
What do you call this kind of feeling?
Looking a little disappointed,
The person continued with his explanation.
"The hearts are most important,
So I'll put one behind each of your breasts.
Isn't that great?
Isn't that great?"
But, once more, I had a request to make.
I'm awfully sorry, but to be honest,
I really don't need a heart on the right.
Sorry to keep troubling you like this.
It's so that when I find that one special person,
And hold her close to me for the first time,
Only then will I finally be able to feel
Two hearts beating, one on each side.
The left one mine, the right, yours.
The left one yours, the right, mine.
So that alone, I'll always be lacking something.
So that I won't be able to just go on living alone.
I want to forget.
But somehow, I can't.
What do you call this kind of feeling?
My chest is pounding,
Yet somehow it seems familiar.
What do you call this kind of feeling?
"Ah, that reminds me, there's one last thing.
Would you like us to add in tears as well?
You'd have no problems without them,
But some people find them annoying, so they opt out.
What would you like?
What would you like?"
In the end, I asked him to add them in.
So that, rather than just strong, I could become kind, become kind.
So I could understand what it means to hold something dear.
"Oh, while we're at it, the tears will need a flavour.
So I'd just like you to choose which one you'd prefer.
We have sour, salty, spicy, sweet.
You can choose whichever you like.
Which will you have?
Which will you have?"
Everything was put together just as requested,
So wipe those tears away and let me see your face.
Come on, show it to me with pride.
Thank you so much for everything.
Sorry to have caused you so much trouble.
But could I just ask one last thing?
"Have we met somewhere before?"
